but you always said...
Saturday, January 15, 2005
dreamed that i went to this pretty hot girl's birthday party with her family and many many friends. i think i really really liked her or something. unfortunately, i felt kinda left out and sat in a corner watching tv most of the night. i felt like a sad shy loser. the very next year i decided to throw her a surprise party of my own. it was small and comfy in a darkly lit room with lots of freshly cut flowers all around. but things did not go as planned and it started to fall apart. she was quite disappointed in the event. while trying to console her, she whined to me, "you always said... (but i never heard the rest of her words...)" WAKE.
