a jealousy dream
Saturday, September 03, 2005
i dreamed that i was walking with CY(?) and a big muscular friend around the las vegas strip. as we were walking, CY started putting me down by saying how she wished that she was with someone bigger and better like my friend here (hugging his big arm). she would tease and flirt with my friend just to make me jealous (and it was working). my friend was an innocent bystanding in all of this, looking back at me with that vacant: what's-going-on-man look. i was at tipping point, but still shocked and confused. "what the hell is she doing...?" i pondered. i cannot be with someone like this. why is she acting up tonight? i was quite sad and disappointed as we walked back to the hotel. WAKE.
