Tuesday, September 05, 2006
-i've been sleeping so much, so late these days. hours and hours lost in restless sleep and strange dreams. august passed by like a mad whirlwind, swift and crazy. what does september hold? is it time to wake up yet?
-had an eye-openning tarot card reading from my co-worker one afternoon in august. i asked her about 3 loves, money and the universal message. on love: with nane, we'll have a learning experience (we have differing perceptions) and we need to work on communication, but the feelings are good overall. for LC we have different goals and lots of conflict because of stubborness, but we can be friends. for CY we have true feelings for each other, but lots of outside influence now causing conflict and guilt. on money: the money is there and the means are there, just need to resist outside influences and work on a more positive money-attittude, but the outcome looks good. for the univeral message: opportunities are there, nothing hidden, life in balance, good friends, receiving messages, active life, good karma, changes, and learning, but watch out for pregnancy (yikes!) and don't sell yourself short. interesting...
-things always seem to happen with swiftness in my life. it's a 'feast or famine' system. i either indulge in dreamy excess and splurge, or starve in restless absence and want. do you ever feel this way?
-i miss roll-around-cuddle-time... :(
-i'm caught in a nightmare traffic jam here and i can't get home. it took me two and a half hours just to travel 10 miles to the office. i've become a grandmaster of the f-word expletives during my last roadrage drive. waiting for the traffic to die down in the office now. it's almost midnight here. it was suppose to be a mellow day-off. i shouldn't have drove into town for coffeetalk... damn you, coffeetalk! damn you!
-feeling super rusty today after a long blogging break. my head is fuzzy, like that feeling when you wake up from a big nap. the words are slow to come. if your having the best dream of your life... do you really need to wake?
-cheers to you, dreamers!
i dreamed that i was visiting this old cave like ruin house somewhere with dad (or was it my boss BL?). we had to climb and slide through lots of tight solid-rock doorways to get inside (like an indiana jones temple adventure). on the way out, my dad had to help prop and push me through this narrow openning above the door way feet first. it was pretty tough as i got stuck in that small passageway, but i finally managed to slide through. as i was on the other side, my dad openned the door below with ease and walked through! some people like to do things the hard way, he laughed... WAKE.
i dreamed that i was hanging out with YK in a strange apartment with lots of stairs. she didn't want to be with me. she went outside somewhere and left this strange cat-in-a-box (jack-in-the-box) toy in the room. a secret cat springs up out of the box at a different times and your suppose to catch. if you catch it, you get to keep it. i tried a few times. it was pretty tough, but i finally caught it with persistence. the cat toy started talking to me with YK's voice! it told me that i was too big for her and i got scared and stuffed her back into the box. after that strange incident, i went outside and asked someone for some chrysantium tea. the girl gave me some from the fridge downstairs... WAKE.